"He alone is my rock and my salvation; He is my fortress, I will not be shaken."
I read scriptures like this one all the time. I find it so easy to say that God is my rock and that I trust, and fully depend on Him for everything but saying those things doesn't really count when you're not actually putting it into action. In all honesty, I'm so far away from leaning on God and I'm shaken from my position in God by the smallest things. It shouldn't be like this.
God sees my heart and deep down I do have this burning fire to be totally sold out for Him and to be standing firm upon Him as my rock but I just can't seem to translate this burning desire into some sort of action. I then begin to doubt my faith and belief because I can't even do something as simple as trust. It's a bit of a spiral and I can't work my way out of it.
I don't know how to get to where I want to be.
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